My nerves...

are SHOT! Have you ever felt like you could just feel your skin crawling...and when you hear people talk you wanna bitch slap them...and when they look at you like you're crazy you really wanna just kick them, or better yet...when a car on the freeway cuts you off...you just have this huge urge to smack into the back of their car? I guess this is what you would call...Stress. To say I'm stressed is probably the understatment of the YEAR. I haven't felt this much stress in quite some time...on top of the feeling of stress...I am so anxious...which is yet another weird emotion. If I think about my moms pending surgery tomorrow too much...I feel like I can't catch my breath...I start sweating...and its just not good. I know tomorrow will be successful but I guess sometimes you just can't help but think "what if?" I really hate that "what if?" question and I try to avoid it when possible. Does anyone else battle that question??

On the brighter side...I'm finished with finals. I'm thinking I did pretty well on all of them. We shall see soon. Saturday is Candace's bridal shower. That should be fun.

I hope everyone is doing well. Please send up some prayers for my mom tomorrow morning and also for an old friend who lost a family member this week.